alone sucks

I hate being alone. I know I said that I would love to have the house to myself for a weekend, just get away from everyone. Well I was wrong, it sucks!

The only thing to do around here is house work. There is NOTHING on cable, the computer games are getting BORING, and I have nothing that I want to read around here.

How the hell do people live by themselves?!? I've never done it myself. Always had a roommate or dorm mate or house mate. Never had a place ALL to my self for very long anyway.

Wait I remember having a dorm room to myself for a semester... that was the time I went to classes and work and the only time I ate was when my friends came and dragged me to the caf. I feel like that now, too bad the friends aren't around to drag me somewhere. They don't even know I'm home.

Maybe I should call someone.... Oh wait I did. Ya I called Nick and "yelled" at him for not inviting me to the party at his place. All the rest of the family that's in town is there. Probably a few other people I know too. Would have been fun... maybe... if it wasn't just poker... well even that's fun... Damn now I'm getting depressed.

J man get home. I hate being alone! Ok there I said it. Are you happy? I miss you guys.

Why is it getting so hard?

I hate being bored.
It makes me depressed.

I currently have nothing I want to do.
I have things I should do but noone is around to tell me to do them.

It's hard to concentrate.
It's hard to sleep.
It's hard to do a lot of things,

but still they seem to get done.

I wonder what it all means?

school daze

pencils, books, papers

rulers, caculators

lunch boxes and backpacks

uniforms, buses

rules and regulations

how do we keep it all together?

And what do we do while the kids are there?

Another day another dollar

Back to work. One board done. Mailings done. Class schedule... not done. Will it ever get done? Will I ever truly be ready for this coming year?

And now to figure out what I'm teaching...

Alcohol and hot tubs don't mix either

Especially when the owner of the hot tub wasn't invited to join the fun!

It's 3am do you know where your spouse is?

Alcohol and pools don't mix

Don't get me wrong I like to swim and I have been known to drink on occation. But really with my family these two things DON'T mix. Last year we scratched up my glasses and broke a digital camera thanks to our being so funny drunk at the pool. This year is looking to be no diffent.

We are having a great time. Chicken fits, swimming races, pushing each other in the pool... and that's just the adults.

Then they grab the chair that BIL's fiance is in and throw it and her into the pool. She comes up, chair goes down. Classic family moment. I really do love it.

Then there's the let's push big brother in the pool... beer cup and all... right into the pool... they really will have to shock the pool now!

why am I awake?

So we are laying in bed... ok it's a couch bed on vacation but still it's a bed.
We are watching the Olympics and what does the J man do?



Wait for it...



He falls asleep. AGAIN.


I tell ya, I fall asleep early on the first night and he's done it a few times now. You'd think hanging out on the beach all day was hard work or something.

Maybe it is.

I can't stand sitting there that long.

Too many jellies.

So why am I still up? Why can't I sleep? Maybe I should go and do some laundry...

Life on the beach

Sand everywhere. In your hair, under your nails. Why do people love this place?

Sun shining, breeze blowing, waves just right to run in.

Relaxing, family, fun.

Let me think... eye candy (both male and female, thank you!)

Sunsets, sunrises (watched on the same day)

Fishes trying to nibble at your toes (is that a good thing?)