It's around 30 below outside. Inside it's a nice 70 degrees... until you walk into a draft anyway. I love snow, I like the cold weather... but this is a little much... We don't even have a shovel to move the snow of the steps right now since J man broke ours last week. 5 day weekend from school isn't helping matters either.
Oh well... I didn't want to go out in the weather anyway... I like cold, not wind!
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, December 25, 2008
What happened to Christmas this year?
It really doesn't feel like the season this year. Even the candle light service at church felt off. Still feel the reason for the season. Still feel all lovey and all, but something is still missing. Maybe it's realizing that my 9 yr. old is losing the belief in Santa or that my sister is in the hospital hopefully not losing her baby. Eitehr way this season just doesn't seem quite right. The kids are healthy and happy, everyone got at least something they asked for. Maybe it's the upcoming nuptuals for J's aunt.. she's finally remarrying after 10 yrs. of being a widow... She won't have our last name anymore... Maybe it the fact that Ali is in Germany and no matter what I do there is nothing that I can do to help her or fix the problem. Maybe it's the fact that our friends J and C are fighting (again) and it makes for a hard time on us since they are our only real friends that both of us get along with.
Last night after work (at the church service) I heard "Where are you Christmas" on the radio... it made me think of my kids especially Ash... she's growing up so fast, she's not sure where she is and want to be a little kid and still run with the big kids... it made me think about me... and how this season just doesn't feel like the others... maybe it's because I'm back in church and remember what it's really all about... maybe it's because of my sister and worrying about her... maybe it's the extended family and all the BS they bring, although I'm very thankful that I only see them twice a year... Or maybe it's me... maybe I've changed.
Last night after work (at the church service) I heard "Where are you Christmas" on the radio... it made me think of my kids especially Ash... she's growing up so fast, she's not sure where she is and want to be a little kid and still run with the big kids... it made me think about me... and how this season just doesn't feel like the others... maybe it's because I'm back in church and remember what it's really all about... maybe it's because of my sister and worrying about her... maybe it's the extended family and all the BS they bring, although I'm very thankful that I only see them twice a year... Or maybe it's me... maybe I've changed.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
web programing....
Ugh!
I'm currently updating the website for the family (mainly me) that I started about 10 years ago. I can't believe that I've had the site that long... or that it was that out of date. Anyway when I have it looking good I'll link it to here.
I'm currently updating the website for the family (mainly me) that I started about 10 years ago. I can't believe that I've had the site that long... or that it was that out of date. Anyway when I have it looking good I'll link it to here.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
I need coffee
I've gone for the last few weeks will NO coffee. Let me just say that waking up SUCKS!!
I'm addicted.
Are you happy I said it?
I'm addicted to coffee in the mornings. There now maybe I'll get up and make some.
Maybe.
Ya I think I'll go and make some.
I'm addicted.
Are you happy I said it?
I'm addicted to coffee in the mornings. There now maybe I'll get up and make some.
Maybe.
Ya I think I'll go and make some.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
alone sucks
I hate being alone. I know I said that I would love to have the house to myself for a weekend, just get away from everyone. Well I was wrong, it sucks!
The only thing to do around here is house work. There is NOTHING on cable, the computer games are getting BORING, and I have nothing that I want to read around here.
How the hell do people live by themselves?!? I've never done it myself. Always had a roommate or dorm mate or house mate. Never had a place ALL to my self for very long anyway.
Wait I remember having a dorm room to myself for a semester... that was the time I went to classes and work and the only time I ate was when my friends came and dragged me to the caf. I feel like that now, too bad the friends aren't around to drag me somewhere. They don't even know I'm home.
Maybe I should call someone.... Oh wait I did. Ya I called Nick and "yelled" at him for not inviting me to the party at his place. All the rest of the family that's in town is there. Probably a few other people I know too. Would have been fun... maybe... if it wasn't just poker... well even that's fun... Damn now I'm getting depressed.
J man get home. I hate being alone! Ok there I said it. Are you happy? I miss you guys.
The only thing to do around here is house work. There is NOTHING on cable, the computer games are getting BORING, and I have nothing that I want to read around here.
How the hell do people live by themselves?!? I've never done it myself. Always had a roommate or dorm mate or house mate. Never had a place ALL to my self for very long anyway.
Wait I remember having a dorm room to myself for a semester... that was the time I went to classes and work and the only time I ate was when my friends came and dragged me to the caf. I feel like that now, too bad the friends aren't around to drag me somewhere. They don't even know I'm home.
Maybe I should call someone.... Oh wait I did. Ya I called Nick and "yelled" at him for not inviting me to the party at his place. All the rest of the family that's in town is there. Probably a few other people I know too. Would have been fun... maybe... if it wasn't just poker... well even that's fun... Damn now I'm getting depressed.
J man get home. I hate being alone! Ok there I said it. Are you happy? I miss you guys.
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