4am

Four am is too fucking early.  I know this because my body hates it but is now so used to it that it is waking me up before the damn alarm. 

Home cookin

The other night I made stuffed pepper soup.   Yum!  But why the he'll does the pasta always soak up all the broth???

3 green peppers, 1 onion, 4 garlic cloves all chopped
A pound ish if hot Italian sausage
Orzo, about a cup
Quart of chicken broth
LG can of crushed tomatoes

Really that doesn't should like it would soak it all up!!

At least I have a serving left for me. ☺

p@1n !n th3 a $$

Can someone please explain to me why my pain is never real???

What the f@#$=% is that all About!  If I say I'm in pain it's because I am. It's not because your music sucks (And yes it does) it really is ear splittingly loud.  Seriously I didn't tell you that when I couldn't even walk on my knee that your foot pain, which started while sitting, was just in your head. Nope sure didn't. But you were vocal enough to say that it was much worse than mine.  Right  - your self diagnosed gout is much worse than my complete tear I. The meniscus. 

I sit here crying in pain while you laugh saying I'm faking it.

what's next?

Been a scout leader for 12 years.  Seen more changes than I care to in the organization.  Gained and lost more girls then I'd care to admit.  Lost a few good leaders too, they will be missed.

Been a scout leader for 3 years.  Seen a few changes in the organization that needs to changes a little more for my tastes. Lost more boys than I'd like to admit.  Lost a few good leaders too since they can't accept all the changes, although I think its for the best that if you can't change.

Been a mom for 16+ years.  Seen a lot of ups and downs.  For the most part its been fun, good kids, no major events that we couldn't surmount. Now to survive the next 16 years. :)

Been married 16+ years.  Dated him for 3 years prior to that.  Almost half my life with the man.  He still surprises me. Don't tell him, I think some times he changes just to keep me on my toes.

Another year over

Lots changes. Lots stayed the same.

Missing my sister a lot.

Missing my dad a little less each day. Which doesn't say much since I miss him almost as much as my sister right now.

Work has been up and down. lots of down, some up. Finally getting better.

Scouts is scouts. Busy, busy, but that never changes.

J and me are getting better, less fighting which is always a good thing.

Ya, nothing to report.

what the h3!!

Why can't people leave it alone! Drop it already! You are never going to agree, none of you know why the original comment was posted. You are all being idiots for not shutting up. Don't comment to the post. Let it die!!

tear in my coffee

why the hell can't I stop thinking that you are going to walk away from me forever? Is it because I see you do it with other friends? Is it becuase I know its true. That you would walk away rather then talk it out.
Can we cancel work today, please? I just need to go back to bed.